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Deborah Stoddard Moulton

Born April 30, 1952 in Glen Cove New York at 5:51 PM to Rose Fillmore Stoddard and Howland Bradford Stoddard.

Weight 5 pounds

Favorite colors:  blues, fuchsias, lavenders

Favorite foods: Pasta. Anything to do with pasta

Favorite places: Mountains & high places.  Also the sea if you can see forever.

Intensely dislikes: Feeling closed in.  

*Secret wish:  To fly.  I do it all the time in dreams.  Why can’t I do it in real life?

Reading has always been an important part of my life. As a child, I read prolifically. I think people who write tend to be people who read.

 I also read extremely quickly. Part of this was due to my first movie experience.  Understand, up till age eight or so, I had not been allowed to watch TV. My parents read aloud to me every night and I supplemented with my own favorite books. My life was filled with very real imaginary people, challenges and games.  One day, my best friend invited me to the movies. Her father loved horror movies and the two had been going to horror movies together for several years. I had never been to a movie, so this was very exciting.  Thus, my first movie was “The Curse of the Werewolf”. Trapped in the movie seat, bombarded with sound, and horrifying sights, I was terrified. Being a polite and somewhat shy child, it did not occur to me complain. I sat frozen in my seat. The terror that enveloped me did not dissipate when the movie ended.   In fact, I was so terrified that I went home, ran a fever and became violently ill. I could not sleep that night or for many nights after. I even had trouble stringing sentences together. iStock_werewolf.jpg However, I devised a charm that would keep me safe.  IF I could read past midnight, the werewolf wouldn’t find me. So, after my parents said good night to me, with me smiling innocently back at them – but drenched in sweat under the covers, I would leap up and grab armfuls of books from the bookshelf. Adult books, children’s books, Freud, Jung, it didn’t matter.  I just had to keep reading and turning the pages until 1:00 or so.  The charm must have worked because I’m alive to tell the tale, not lying in some dark alley with my throat ripped out. The upside is that I learned to read very quickly at a relatively young age.  It took me over two years to overcome my terror of werewolves and dark blood thirsty things lurking in the shadows. In retrospect,  I think “Bambi” would have been a more suitable first movie for an eight year old child.

Like many children living in dysfunctional families, books were my escape and my life-line. I truly believed that such places as Oz and Narnia existed. In fact, every night, after I had finished my anti-werewolf reading obligation, I would carefully tie my stuffed animals to my waist with old Christmas ribbon that I had saved. I knew, without a doubt, that I would be whisked away to Oz while I slept and would waken in a wonderful new land and would have to make my way to the Emerald City. My faithful teddy bear (named, of course “Teddy”) would come to life and accompany me. Teddy was always with me because I always remembered to tie him firmly to my waist. Each morning I would wake up and know that I was really in Oz, it only seemed that I was in my New York City apartment getting ready for school. Even on the school bus, I remained convinced that I was really in Oz, and that when I got off the school bus, everything would be different. Of course, it never was.

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However, if the universe is infinite, who is to say that Oz or Narnia or even Morn does not exist somewhere? Perhaps writers of fiction and fantasy are merely recorders of events and places that are indeed as real as our own rather limited world.